So I choose to do dumb things way to often. Last night was one of those times, and even though I dont really want to go into what happened, it made me realize alot about myslef. I am a person that knows where I stand but can fall little by little very easily. I know what I want but sometimes just want it now and am not willing to wait for it to come on its own. I realized last night that I miss Brian more then I thought I did and wish that wasnt the case. He is nothing that I need in my life right now and I know that but yet cant seem to get my heart to agree with my head. Thats ok because I know that Brian taught me alot about myself and my testimony and just my life in general. Even though we didnt date very long and I know it wasnt the best situation I have ever gotten myself into it was still something that changed my life for the better. I love life and am so happy that I am where I am today. Provo is a good place for me. I finished my semester last week and am so happy that is over. This week im moving in with Jessica. I hope that everything works out ok with this. Im helping her with her kids this semester and I just really hope that I am more a help than a pain to her. The kids seem excited so that is a good thing! I just am really excited for the change. Change wards, change roommates, change semesters, and just a fresh start to continue the road im traveling. I love my life and hope that whatever comes next I can face with my head high and a smile on my face!
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Hi Jenny. Cute blog. I am glad you found mine. I added yours to ours, hope that is okay. I am glad you are doing okay-things get better. You look adorable, and I am excited you are working on a degree in teaching. Keep in touch!
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